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One of the main perks of having a boyfriend is that you get sex, like, all the time. Laf. Weekend just gone we had much and many sexy-times. *grin*
By this point we’ve worked out quite a lot about each others bodies. It’s amazing how quickly I’ve become comfortable with him… We were actually talking about that very thing on Sunday night. I think the closeness of our friendship meant that this step isn’t that much further than what was between us already.
Right now I am pinching myself, it’s only just a few weeks in and the sex is hot and awesome. And he *loves* eating my pussy!!!! I cannot even begin to describe how fucking awesome this is. Pretty much every time we’ve fucked there has been mutual oral sex preceding it. Also there is generally always more than 1 round.
It. Is. Brilliant.
This person feels so physically in tune with me, it’s kind of bizarre… The freaked out feeling of ‘ holy fucking barbara streisand I’m banging my best mate’ is slowly disapating. To be replaced by elation that this thing is actually working, I’m happy, we’re happy and being so totally blissed out at how relaxed it all is.
It’s really really nice and I know it’s super early days, but I think this is going to good and not the usual clusterfuck my relationships tend to be.
Can’t wait to write about our sex some as well. I’m going to have a whole avalanche of brand new stuff to ponder and muse here… Sex ftw!
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Through the work I’ve done in various places, from the arty erotica to the mainstream pornography and all that goes in between, there have been situations where the consumer has imposed their will or fantasy of the person I am onto me.
It makes me feel really gross.
It’s one of the very few things that can make me feel bad about doing nude photo-shoots/videos and masturbation stuff.
Seriously just because someone has seen me (or anyone else for that matter!) naked on the intertubes or have an orgasm and most likely rubbed one out themselves to that content certainly does not mean they know me or the person/s in the shoot, film or whatever. We don’t have a relationship despite what fantasy of me you may create in your head to get off on my orgasm or naked body or whatever.
I understand that by putting myself ‘out there’ that I can’t control who sees me and how they respond, I get that. But the whole misconception that I must be a “hot slut” totally gagging for any kind of attention I can get makes me sick. And receiving vile emails about my “huge pussy lips” isn’t appreciated.
Reality check. How is this okay? Would you say this utter bullshit to my face. I don’t think so.
People in pornography and erotica are living, breathing, feeling, emoting human beings with personalities and whole lives AWAY from the adult industry.
For the love of Babs, give the hardworking men and women in porn the respect and kudos they deserve. Honestly folks, how hard is it to be polite? So please make your criticisms constructive, your praise positive without the leeriness and ask yourself wwbd if she read the email you were about to send me.
It’s ritual or habit or something… Not sure when it started, but I’ve been doing it for as long as I can remember. Every Saturday morning I masturbate, without fail and it’s a very luxuriant wank – I take my time, really really enjoy myself and it’s usually after a significant amount of sleep so the orgasm is lovely and long and intense.
Funny how you don’t realise these little habitual things you do until you start writing in a blog about wanking and sex. Laf.
Over the past week I have been quite tired and a bit stressed, so my libido tends to drift off at these times and the one night where I did feel aroused and started touching myself I just sank into sleep instead of actually getting anywhere.
This morning however, I woke early needing to pee and then I could hear my housemate was getting ready for work in the room above me, I thought to myself, damn I’m wide awake and it’s like 8:30am. Doh. But awesomely, I managed to fall back asleep until about 10am.
When I woke I was aroused and not in the mega-horny-need-to-wank way, but this deeper and really languishing kind of arousal. It was already warm so I kicked back the covers and started by touching my breasts lightly, then running my hands softly all over my body.
I then slid my hand in between my legs and tickled the very edges of my outer labia. This is one of my favourite ways to get myself really really aroused before beginning to actually stimulate myself… It feels indulgent and kind of naughty to take so much time and delight in getting an intense physical response happening.
Not sure how long I played and teased for, my other hand lightly pinching and then brushing over my nipples, but by the time I pressed my finger down on my clit I could feel how incredibly wet I was… so I’m guessing I was at it for a whiles.
During this session I noticed my clitoris was all puffy but not really engorged and super hard like it usually is, but the pleasure I was experiencing wasn’t diminished by this and I’m thinking it may have been because it was first thing in the morning.
I wanked for aaaaaages. I know I did because my other housemate and I had plans for the day and she came and knocked on my door part way through to see if I was awake and tell me it was 10:30am already.
Now this is the part that gets freaky, or freaky-naughty, if you will.
In my mind instead of her just knocking, she opens the door and walks in and soundlessly drops onto me, her mouth goes to my nipple and her fingers slide inside me. Holy shit this is monumental hotness and my body responds in turn.
My legs are pumping up and down spasmodically and my pubic bone is raising up, my internal muscles are clenching and the actual sensation of my fingers rubbing over my clitoris heightens.
I continue this little fantasy inside my head focusing on the pleasure I am feeling, I realise possibly another significant chunk of time has passed and that I actually need to get on with it.
Because my clit isn’t as big and hard as it usually is, it’s kind of sliding around under my fingers so I use my other hand to firmly spread my outer lips. The act of doing something so typically ‘porny’ to myself turns me on even more.
Wave after wave of pleasure is cascading down my body… I imagine I can hear my housemate panting in my ear and how her fingers would feel inside me. This tips me over the edge and into one long, rolling, intense and whole body orgasm. I keep rubbing my clit as I come and the orgasm intensifies and then peters out slowly.
Mmmmmm. I then drag my floppy and rather smiley self out of bed, don a sarong and head into the my sun-shiney day.
This particular kind of self love session is the greatest start to the weekend it sets my mood relaxes me and helps me to shed the stress and tension from the hectic week that’s just past.
I now have a boyfriend, who is actually my best friend.
Without going into stupendous detail, something that has been rolling around in my mind for a whiles now, actually happened.
It’s crazy and scary and very cool… I’m so bloody frightened of fucking this up. This is important, very very important and I seem to fail at these sorts of things in general. I am trying not to focus on this however, he’s an awesome guy and I feel optimistic that this will work.
The first night we spent together did not exactly include sex… But there was pretty much everything else going on. It was awesome, we were both mega trashed and just played and played and played. He had been out the night before so eventually bombed out, we were cuddled together and I masturbated myself to orgasm in his arms. So totally fucking rad.
Although since then I have been bleeding ever so slightly, which is odd but it has seemingly stopped today otherwise I would have been starting to get pretty worried and been calling my doctor to go in.
So, yeah, let the sexy times roll…