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Soooo. My ass obsession continues (as you may have noticed…)
My guy is totally in on it too. First time in my life I think I have ever trusted *anyone* to put *anything* in my butt. I think a lot of why I can trust him is because when I told him about liking my ass being touched and possibly penetrated he also liked it, but did not go all rabid/slavering and start begging me to let him “put it in there”.
Ongoing ass play is a first for both of us, it’s something we’re exploring together and seemingly we both get off on it quite a lot.
The whole notion of butt seks is such an epic turn on. Although it’s a relatively recent development, it’s really only been about a year and a half that this particular act has held any allure for me. I used to be a strictly my butt = exit-not-an-entry kind of gal.
Although I think with age, comes maturity and with maturity comes the ability to rationalise that a hell of a lot of women have anal sex and really enjoy it and thus maybe, just maybe, I can give it a bash. Also in my line of work I see a fair amount of footage (read: a metric fuck tonne) of women masturbating and for some women anal play is a regular part of their wanking repertoire.
Me and the guy are dutifully working towards him being able to fuck me in the ass, it’s now also a topic that has become part of the dirty talk we sometimes do during the nastier of our shags. It’s hot, I love it and whilst I honestly think I want it a bit more than my partner, it’s so exciting to be exploring something new and unknown in regards to my body, the sex I have and how I masturbate.
I’ve been able to tick 1 thing off my sexual goals list not so long ago, am feeling motivated to make it 2.
Wish me luck