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has finally been accomplished.

Verdict: WIN!

I’m so glad anal is something I have explored and worked towards gradually, hand in hand with a patient, gentle and loving partner.  Through self play and experimentation in partnered sex, this part of my body has responded more and more positively and urgently to stimulation.

The energy I have devoted towards learning about my butt and it’s capabilities has absolutely paid off, even without this most recent actual-penis-penetration.  The fact that I now have a extra bit of me that feels exceptionally pleasurable to the touch is reward in itself for stepping outside my comfort zone.

And this all has been completely outside what is safe and familiar for me…  As it is I do have hangups about cleanliness, smells and tastes etc, that on occasion interfere with the good, dirty fun I like to have.  So the participation in sexy stuff to do with my ass has kind of forced to get over a lot of that, just deal with it and not obsess.  This is a very, very good thing.

I’m writing about the actual experience seperately, I think the evening I had was pretty damn special and deserves it’s own post.

This will occur shortly.

and the skin you inhabit.

Unconditionally, with gusto, passion, reverence – whatever is good and right for you.

Why?

Because your body is the vehicle that gets you out of the bed in the morning, into the sunshine and the wider world you live and partipate in. Your body literally takes you to the places you want to go.

Your physical form is what you use to jump for joy, dance like a mofo, stomp in the dirt at a doof, reach for the lasers, climb trees, hug your friends, loved ones and fuck the one you’re with. It’s the flesh you feel when you’re pressed up against another and in no other place can you experience orgasm, but within your body.

Not only that, but you can MAKE other people if you so choose and it’s a decision you make for yourself. It’s pretty incredible that we have this option, whether we take it up or not.

We are each assigned but one earthly vessel, although I guess this kinda depends on your school of thought… never the less, this life is generally the only one you control and will remember so be grateful, in knowing you’re blessed with the machinery that you use, without thought, every day of your life.

Sometimes our body fails, breaks, doesn’t work like it should, hurts or frustrates the fuck out of us, we don’t like ‘this’ or ‘that’ and I really think that’s what makes us human and is such a massive part of the human experience.

Fat, thin, wobbly, taunt, old, young, damaged, pristine, enhanced, in a natural state or any form and variations you can think of your body works endlessly for you and enables such a large amount of what you experience.

My journey to this point of view has been winding, long and challenging, it is far from over and sometimes I falter, disparage myself from that nasty little place inside my head and destructively criticise myself. I won’t ever give up trying though, I *want* to feel predominantly good about myself, I am working on being healthier and becoming stronger and know that I possess the power to change so much of myself.

I am not just gunning for myself though, I hope I can teach my beautiful neice and some day my own child, by example, a healthy and caring relationship with your body, but be honest and brave enough to show that I do, at times struggle.

*Stop* for just a moment and appreciate all that your body does for you, despite it’s perceived or actual shortcomings and actively send some love to yourself and especially focus that love towards whatever it is you hate.

For me, I am loving my thighs – every fleshy inch, of which there is many 🙂  I accept that I’m actively trying to change the appearance of this particular part of my body, but also acknowledge how hard this integral structural part of myself works for me and is a really important part of a self that brings me so much happiness in so many ways.

This short film is total, absolute gold. Gold!

Was having the shittiest day, watched this and laughed my ass off. Definitely pulled me out of a funk… life SO could be worse.

Enjoy!

MANO-A-MANO from ulteriorproductions.com on Vimeo.

When desiring to make glistening puddles on the floor:

Combine 1 rabbit with plenty of pjur, fuck yourself until frothy, remove toy at point of orgasm and let the moisture gush down your thighs, over your computer seat* and onto the ground.

*Please note it might take a whole day of your computer chair being infront of the heater til it dries back out.

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Sooooooo, had a bit of a shocking and pretty humbling realisation not so long ago….

I have more intense, longer and ‘better’ orgasms with my partners assistance.

Dun dun duuuuuuuun.

I know this may be ‘no big deal’  for some, but for me it’s a pretty massive thing.

At first I tried to dismiss the thought when it formed in my mind, it kinda stung a bit and made me feel pretty weird and uncomfortable.  Although I kept coming back to it, considering it in little dribs and drabs and reached the point where I could accept that him and I, working in tandem, did create these awesome, mind blowing orgasms that I couldn’t achieve on my own.

It’s taken me a little bit of time to stop feeling so miffed and understand why I have been feeling this way at all.

I don’t like to think that anybody is better at loving myself than me.

Although honestly, my best orgasms are with our hands working together…  I am, after much contemplation, really okay with that.

So much so that I raised this topic with him and we discussed it, sensibly and rationally.  I told him how I initially felt about the realisation, the mental process I went through and my conclusion that ultimately he is an amazing lover.  I know that I have an excellent relationship in so many ways and this is just another of those awesome things he can help me to do, that makes me feel good in the truest sense of the word and in turn all of this strengthens our bond.

At the end of the day he is helping me to move forward to be the best sexual being I can be and that’s pretty fucking special.

Took these shots with my toes btw.  My coffee table is at the *perfect* height for this naughty angle.

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