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This is the last stills post before the main event.  I’m saving it for Christmas 🙂

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Something very special is on the horizon…

I quit my job. Or the cooler sounding version, I quit my job in porn.

Wow. It’s really real.

I am looking to move into something very low-key, likely temping doing admin or data entry, at least til the end of the year… I’m actually thinking of dipping a toe into the world of camming, to see how it all works and whether it is viable income. Thoughts?

Definitely going to focus myself on applying for school for next year over the next week and a bit.

Onwards and upwards and looking forward to having much more in the way of creative energy, especially to direct here, I have lots of ideas of things to rant about and photograph.

Woooooop!

This is where I have been focusing for the past whiles… I haven’t felt this excited about pornography since, well, I can’t really remember. Anyways, it’s really fucking good and you should look at it. Like, now.

A Sensate Films and Feck collaboration: Gentleman Handling.



“What we’ve made here, really, is a lovely place to watch moving images of male masturbation. GentlemanHandling attempts to strip the image of male sexual pleasure from its less-than-savoury pornographic contexts and situate it in a style of imagemaking that is honest, attentive, and reverent. In our years of experience in the pornosphere, we’ve found that men have just as much to lose as other genders from the dishonesty and superficiality of mass-produced sexual imagery. So we’ve taken up the project of presenting our contributors in a manner that highlights their human-ness, their individual sexual style. Self-pleasure is a deeply personal thing and is often glossed over or neglected in mainstream sexual media. We’re trying to take steps to change that.”

So this site, booking of shoots, people managing, learning new production/set-up/lighting skills and on occasion creatively collaborating has been a part of my world/job/life for many months now. I have been sitting on the knowledge that this beautiful space would hopefully soon, or rather eventually, come to fruition and here it is. I nearly burst at the seams keeping this secret, that’s for sure.

In super awesome and exciting news, I am also a regular contributor on the Gentleman Handling blog: Hyperballad’s Tangenitals. Please go say hi sometime, I’d very much appreciate it.

I am working with two totally amazing women on GMH, together they came up with the concept of this project and made it happen. They have formed their own company Sensate Films and will continue making Slow Porn til the end of days and sexy-times. What is Slow Porn, you ask?

“The mass-production mentality of the adult industry draws producers into its ‘more, faster!’ mindset and mode of production. This often sacrifices both the quality of the product and the experience of its creation. Our response to this is to slow down. This gives us the time and presence to pay attention to those details that the mainstream so often misses; the quality of a breath, the words in a whisper. It gives our contributors the time to make choices about their representation, and also to take their time, to indulge themselves, to respond to the process of being documented.”

I love the awesome ladies I work for/with, I love the GMH site, I love the gorgeous men we work with and I love the amazing revelations this project continues to uncover in regards to masculinity and male sexuality for me. Every day, every shoot and every contributor holds something new to be learnt.

So for the love of the mans, go have a look at this space and if you like what you see, please join and support the continuation of the smart and sexy porno contained there-in.

‘These images were shot from 2009, through to some photos I took this morning on my hardwood floor, in the morning light. A history, of sorts, of self-documentation and exploration. I think my pictures show little in terms of physical change, however looking back I can’t believe how long ago 2009 feels. So this is me, Hyperballad, old and new, changed and unchanged but forever following my bliss.’

My ISM folio went live when I was away sick!  I just discovered it online today.  Yay!  What a nice surprise.  The folio is the same name as the title of this post and if you want to join up, click the ishotmyself banner on the left to get a 10% discount on your membership.  Above is one of my favourite pictures from the set.

Sung to the tune of Changes by David Bowie.

Soooo, later on this week I am heading back into the ifeelmyself.com studio to touch myself up on camera.  It has been a really, really long time since I shot proper website content type stuff.  I’m really excited, I’ve found myself daydreaming about it since I booked it in.

I’m currently feeling super positive about my body and sexuality, the timing is fantastic.  I have been ‘testing’ my capacity for orgasm recently and am really looking forward to pushing myself as far as I can go when I’m shooting.

I will also have my sweet rip-off Hitachi on hand.  I have mastered the art and can now give myself the most toe scrunching and body twitching orgasms with it.

Expect a report on my experience, am aiming to have an excellent time though!

Last night I went to a launch party and had an absolute blast.

Brilliant people to talk to, engaging and amusing entertainment, an endless supply of drinks and snacks and a wonderfully slutty dress that arrived in the post, just in time!

I had the pleasure of having an extended conversation and hang out with a truly awesome lady, Angela White. Who I know, but hadn’t had an opportunity to really have a proper chat with, prior to last evenings festivities.

So many topics discussed. So many laughs had. Angela happily let me ask ALL the questions about camming, the ever mysterious twitter (I will get the hang of it one day!) and was generally extremely tolerant of my general drunken ramblings. I may or may not also have been totally mesmerised by her purple sparkly leggings. Most of all I was really struck how despite her fame and enormous fan-base she is so fucking genuine and nice and down to earth. She gave me loads of extremely helpful advice and information, offered support regarding getting into cam-work and is just bloody lovely.

I feel a great deal of admiration for her attitude and hard-work. A classy and totally self-made lady.

Heres to awesome, Aussie boobie shaped ❤

Image source: Angela White’s Tumblr

Go hit her up on twitter too: @AngelaWhiteXXX

Susannah Breslin creator of the letters project has created a new blog in this series, Letters From Men Who Go To Strip Clubs

Lifted from her blog post on this particular project:

“I like doing The Letters Project for several reasons. Because it’s self-directed. Because it gives me and others a window into a mindset that may not otherwise be revealed. Because I think confessions are a sort of fascinating, dynamic genre. Because with every year that passes for me as a journalist, I believe more and more that the only way someone can understand something is by listening to a cacophony of voices. This is that cacophony.”

I personally find these projects deeply fascinating. I work every day in the ‘confessions’ business, it’s my job to get you tell me things and secret things and personal things. The people I speak to personally also fascinate me. I think a space for anonymous confessions are extremely useful and insightful.

Sadly, as a female my input isn’t required for this project. I entertained the thought of writing a submission and sending it anyways, but I have such little time to write, I think it’s better to invest that energy into making things that will be seen. I think it also would have made me feel like somewhat of a petulant child. Also, the lady in question does clearly state she is only interested in hearing from males.

I respect this lady and the things she does, I think they are important things – so if you are male and have been to a strip club or continue to do so, please consider taking the time to write a submission on your experiences and motivations.

On a slightly related topic, you may also be interested in her self published piece regarding ‘Porn Valley’ and the often strange creatures that inhabit and exhibit in these spaces They Shoot Porn Stars Don’t They

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