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This is the last stills post before the main event. I’m saving it for Christmas 🙂
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Something very special is on the horizon…
I quit my job. Or the cooler sounding version, I quit my job in porn.
Wow. It’s really real.
I am looking to move into something very low-key, likely temping doing admin or data entry, at least til the end of the year… I’m actually thinking of dipping a toe into the world of camming, to see how it all works and whether it is viable income. Thoughts?
Definitely going to focus myself on applying for school for next year over the next week and a bit.
Onwards and upwards and looking forward to having much more in the way of creative energy, especially to direct here, I have lots of ideas of things to rant about and photograph.
Woooooop!
This is where I have been focusing for the past whiles… I haven’t felt this excited about pornography since, well, I can’t really remember. Anyways, it’s really fucking good and you should look at it. Like, now.
A Sensate Films and Feck collaboration: Gentleman Handling.
“What we’ve made here, really, is a lovely place to watch moving images of male masturbation. GentlemanHandling attempts to strip the image of male sexual pleasure from its less-than-savoury pornographic contexts and situate it in a style of imagemaking that is honest, attentive, and reverent. In our years of experience in the pornosphere, we’ve found that men have just as much to lose as other genders from the dishonesty and superficiality of mass-produced sexual imagery. So we’ve taken up the project of presenting our contributors in a manner that highlights their human-ness, their individual sexual style. Self-pleasure is a deeply personal thing and is often glossed over or neglected in mainstream sexual media. We’re trying to take steps to change that.”
So this site, booking of shoots, people managing, learning new production/set-up/lighting skills and on occasion creatively collaborating has been a part of my world/job/life for many months now. I have been sitting on the knowledge that this beautiful space would hopefully soon, or rather eventually, come to fruition and here it is. I nearly burst at the seams keeping this secret, that’s for sure.
In super awesome and exciting news, I am also a regular contributor on the Gentleman Handling blog: Hyperballad’s Tangenitals. Please go say hi sometime, I’d very much appreciate it.
I am working with two totally amazing women on GMH, together they came up with the concept of this project and made it happen. They have formed their own company Sensate Films and will continue making Slow Porn til the end of days and sexy-times. What is Slow Porn, you ask?
“The mass-production mentality of the adult industry draws producers into its ‘more, faster!’ mindset and mode of production. This often sacrifices both the quality of the product and the experience of its creation. Our response to this is to slow down. This gives us the time and presence to pay attention to those details that the mainstream so often misses; the quality of a breath, the words in a whisper. It gives our contributors the time to make choices about their representation, and also to take their time, to indulge themselves, to respond to the process of being documented.”
I love the awesome ladies I work for/with, I love the GMH site, I love the gorgeous men we work with and I love the amazing revelations this project continues to uncover in regards to masculinity and male sexuality for me. Every day, every shoot and every contributor holds something new to be learnt.
So for the love of the mans, go have a look at this space and if you like what you see, please join and support the continuation of the smart and sexy porno contained there-in.
‘These images were shot from 2009, through to some photos I took this morning on my hardwood floor, in the morning light. A history, of sorts, of self-documentation and exploration. I think my pictures show little in terms of physical change, however looking back I can’t believe how long ago 2009 feels. So this is me, Hyperballad, old and new, changed and unchanged but forever following my bliss.’
My ISM folio went live when I was away sick! I just discovered it online today. Yay! What a nice surprise. The folio is the same name as the title of this post and if you want to join up, click the ishotmyself banner on the left to get a 10% discount on your membership. Above is one of my favourite pictures from the set.
Sung to the tune of Changes by David Bowie.
Soooo, later on this week I am heading back into the ifeelmyself.com studio to touch myself up on camera. It has been a really, really long time since I shot proper website content type stuff. I’m really excited, I’ve found myself daydreaming about it since I booked it in.
I’m currently feeling super positive about my body and sexuality, the timing is fantastic. I have been ‘testing’ my capacity for orgasm recently and am really looking forward to pushing myself as far as I can go when I’m shooting.
I will also have my sweet rip-off Hitachi on hand. I have mastered the art and can now give myself the most toe scrunching and body twitching orgasms with it.
Expect a report on my experience, am aiming to have an excellent time though!
I have submitted a folio to the I Shot Myself project for the first time in years! The word on the street is that it will go live next month sometime. If you want to join up, the banner to the left will get you a 10% discount on membership.
Otherwise here are few of my favourite shots from the folio. Enjoy!
Kiss Kiss Bang Bang 